That Will Be the Return to Yourself

March 26th, 2008

10:45 am - Trying this out. [Introductory Post]
Well, after searching for a new journal site to lay my head, I think I have to choose this place. Deadjournal costs money (and seem a bit too pompously elite for me), greatestjournal is overflowing, and livejournal I will not contribute to their tyranny anymore and that place has been nothing but a drama house. So, here I am. Maybe I'll meet a new crowd over here and what not, but I also just need a place to put my thoughts. Damn, they're overwhelming.

I guess I should start with basics, for those that don't know me. My name is Corynne, but many just call my Ryn. I've been known on other websites as TheGoddessofDeath, alone-at-nite, kissthenight, firelady113, uptowngurl13, fadedsymphony and youdorkus. Yes, I can't keep one screenname. Not even here. It's rather unfortunate. I am a nineteen year old college student residing in the small little state of Maryland in the good ol' you ess of aye. I'm majoring in Elementary/Special Education with a minor in English. My goal in life is to be a reading specialist, a teacher, an author, an editor, or all of the above. I ultimately want my doctorate, but right now I am working toward my master's. I live in a dorm five days of the week and in my mother's house the rest of the time. I have a younger sibling (who is transgendered, so you may see him referred to as him, her, Calleigh, Clarke, but I usually just call her "sibling" as I am still making the transition from my sister to my brother). My father is estranged from my family, and you will probably find out a substansial amount about him reading this journal.

So, the main purpose of this journal is for me to write about my life. Like I said, to lay my problems out before me. I have hit a snag in my life and I am working through it. It's like untying a knot, however, and takes a lot of effort with little results. However, once it is over and done with, it will be the right way. So, I need to figure myself out. And I'm going to do it by writing in an eye jay. Hm, well. If I accumulate no friends here well better for me. I also write fanfiction/fiction, as I am aspiring to work in the field of literature someday. So if you see random works of fiction pop up, take a look or disregard it completely. Your call.

My life is not simplistic like other people. Other people bitch about the length of the grocery lines on their way home from work that day. I bitch about. Things. I come from a rather poor family. My father left when I was then. My father is a drug/sex addict. My father is a deadbeat that moved to Iowa and I haven't seen in three years. I'm starting to forget his face. My mother is a huge bitch. My mother is a cleaning nazi. My sibling is a potsmoker who doesn't love us (her family) anymore. I'm supporting myself. I make 100 dollars a week working in an office. My ex and I are in the middle of a gigantic fued that seems neverending.

Does this all make me want to scream. You betcha.

If you're still reading I thank you for investing so much time in me.

As for other things, I am a huge fangirl. Especially of Speed Racer, Tokyo Babylon/X1999, Ouran High School Host Club and Romeo x Juliet. I also like many other things, so don't be surprised if I go all fangirly. Sometimes I get that way and need an outlet for it. And it goes here :P

Other than that, I'm pretty much the same as everyone else. Friend me or defriend me at will, and I'm looking forward to making some new friends. Thanks for stopping by. ♥
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